First day out and I’m not good at this. I can tell already I’m going through withdrawal from all of the distractions I’m used to filling my time with.


I desperately look for things to fill my time with to avoid being productive on anything that matters. Articles, books doodling, whatever it takes to keep me from doing the work.


I ignored my alarm clock and slept till 8. Went for a walk. It’s now 10:30 and I’m sitting down to start working. My goal today is to finish one of the most stressful and large project I’ve ever taken on.


I need a routine.